Well, its Friday, and that means i wont be doing much of anything on or for my blog. The Weekend is the only time i have to do errands and the like. I love fridays...im right now sitting in the middle of my living room while i have "Hant" from Slagsmalsklubben playing. Full base...yeah F you old lady and your tv on full volumn, L2base. They serisouly try to outdo us by turning on a shitty ass radio...thats it...just a normal clock radio...~boggle~
I think we're going into Tucson tommorow for our D&D thingie(hey, dont laugh, its fun with the right group of people) And we might go hiking on Sunday, but not sure yet. Hopefully, i need to get outa this apartment hehe.
One things for sure, if not this weekend, this week at least, im gonna try to get some writings put up. So, everyone have a safe and fun weekend! Maybe ill have something thats actually exciting to post on Monday!
Friday, March 14, 2008
Dumbest Invention I Own
First i should say, we dont have a pet store in our town. If you cant find what your looking for at Wal-mart or Target, drive 2 hours to Tucson to look for it.
With that said, we needed a new harness for our dog, the one in the picture, was the only one in the whole freakin town. So were like, ok fine, well take it.
So we go home and put it on our dog and take him out. Whats wrong with this harness? Well, incase the makers of it didnt notice, dogs like to sniff, a lot. The only thing my dog could smell was the leash that kept hitting his face. It attaches to the front middle of the chest. (Anti pull my ass...he wouldnt stop pulling trying to get away from the leash attaking his face) So everytime he went to smell the ground to pee, he'd freak out and if by chance he happened to get his face around it, he would just spin around in a circle, like some dogs tend to do when trying to find the right spot, and get it wrapped around his head.
We were determined to make this thing work, afterall we did spend 30 freakin bucks on it. And what other choice did we have? After messing around with it for a bit, we decided to turn it upsidedown, to where the leash attacher was on his upper back, not chest area. Its working really well in that direction.
I guess i should also mention that i have a pug, so maybe this setup would work on a real dog, but for all of those people with big fat pugs...take the 2 hour drive to Tucson, unless you feel like being entertained by a very confused doggie.
A Little Background
I guess i should give a little background, maybe it'll help kick my creativity back in...
So lets see, it might get a bit boring but i'll keep it short :)
Well, i was born in Hollywood, Florida and dont really remember much about it. To many bad memories from that place. Our dad left us when i was 4, but we found out by having to go to our aunts house in Alabama, and when we came home...well lets just say we already had a new daddy. My older brother(im the youngest of 3, our brohter being the oldest) wasnt happy about this news and left pretty shortly after this man moved in. So thats 2 family members i never heard or seen again at a young age.
We stayed in that horrible town untill i was about 11, and we moved to a place called Lecanto(its in central FL, about an hour from Ocala) I spent most of my school days in the corner of the classroom doing nothing but writing poems and books. I was working on a really good one called Mirror, Mirror, Tell it All, but then later realized, its a little to much like the Freddy movies ~sigh~ allwell, im in the process of changing it around a bit. Or maybe ill just say "screw it" and let it stay how it is.
So yeah, enter High School. Yippie. I continued to stay in the corner and write my stories and poems. And, as expected, i fail the 9th grade because of it lol. So here i am, a second year 9th grader. And what happens next? Well, i didnt refail the grade, i just refailed english.(I somehow managed to pass math the second time) So i had to go to a night class to make that up. Which i only went twice and finished all my work and passed O.O
So the 11th grade and 12th grade were more better, besides continuing to fail math a few more times cause it just doesnt make sence ><
Right after i graduated, i sorta followed in my sisters footsteps...moving the hell outa that small hick town. She had met someone online and immediatly after graduation, moved in with him. Then after about a year together, they moved to Arizona. So...after i graduated i went to go visit them, and met the love of my life. Knowing i didnt wanna go back to Lecanto, i did the scariest thing to date...i told my mom i was moving to Tucson.
That whole...summer was not fun but let me tell you, it was well worth it. Im still with that bf, and even though we have completely differnt views and goals on certain things, im still happy. Its more better now between us that i dont work. My first job here was at a TJ Maxx..i made 5.15 an hour..i had to walk home by myself at 11:30pm every night. So of course, i ended up quiting, but i did put a year of my time there :)
It took me a while to find a new job, but i found a really good on, at a Brueggars Bagels. My boss was awesome, and she wouldnt let me call in sick or come in late or go home early(which is exactly what i needed, a strict boss, it helped so much) She was my age and she made it fun, becasue we both seriously hated our jobs lol. By the time i left there, i was makin 7.50 an hour. It took me 2 years to get that far, and a LOT of my time...and when i found out people who were just hired and didnt do a damn thing were getting paid the same as me, i just stoped going. Screw them.
Now brings me to my last and funniest job ever, i worked at a local Video Mart. Our main source of money? The Porn section. I just coulndt work again after working there for the month(I got laid off, there prices were to damn cheap to stay open, 2 bucks for a porno and 1 buck for a real movie, i mean comeon...)but yeah, i truely hate the older male population, im sorry, but that bunch is just...disgusting. I mean wipe your freakin hands clean before you touch another video! I kept latex gloves on the whole time i was in that place.
Wow so much for keeping this short huh. Well, almost done....my bf got a job working for the military right after he graduated, and we moved to a place called Sierra Vista, AZ. Its really nice here, and small, the type of town im used to. If we were to have a house and some land, i wouldnt mind staying here forever. Naaaahhh who am i kidding, i hate Arizona lol. We hope to land in alabama near my parents soon(cause i wanna!) or in Alaska, cause its to pretty over there and the land is cheap. Time will tell!
So lets see, it might get a bit boring but i'll keep it short :)
Well, i was born in Hollywood, Florida and dont really remember much about it. To many bad memories from that place. Our dad left us when i was 4, but we found out by having to go to our aunts house in Alabama, and when we came home...well lets just say we already had a new daddy. My older brother(im the youngest of 3, our brohter being the oldest) wasnt happy about this news and left pretty shortly after this man moved in. So thats 2 family members i never heard or seen again at a young age.
We stayed in that horrible town untill i was about 11, and we moved to a place called Lecanto(its in central FL, about an hour from Ocala) I spent most of my school days in the corner of the classroom doing nothing but writing poems and books. I was working on a really good one called Mirror, Mirror, Tell it All, but then later realized, its a little to much like the Freddy movies ~sigh~ allwell, im in the process of changing it around a bit. Or maybe ill just say "screw it" and let it stay how it is.
So yeah, enter High School. Yippie. I continued to stay in the corner and write my stories and poems. And, as expected, i fail the 9th grade because of it lol. So here i am, a second year 9th grader. And what happens next? Well, i didnt refail the grade, i just refailed english.(I somehow managed to pass math the second time) So i had to go to a night class to make that up. Which i only went twice and finished all my work and passed O.O
So the 11th grade and 12th grade were more better, besides continuing to fail math a few more times cause it just doesnt make sence ><
Right after i graduated, i sorta followed in my sisters footsteps...moving the hell outa that small hick town. She had met someone online and immediatly after graduation, moved in with him. Then after about a year together, they moved to Arizona. So...after i graduated i went to go visit them, and met the love of my life. Knowing i didnt wanna go back to Lecanto, i did the scariest thing to date...i told my mom i was moving to Tucson.
That whole...summer was not fun but let me tell you, it was well worth it. Im still with that bf, and even though we have completely differnt views and goals on certain things, im still happy. Its more better now between us that i dont work. My first job here was at a TJ Maxx..i made 5.15 an hour..i had to walk home by myself at 11:30pm every night. So of course, i ended up quiting, but i did put a year of my time there :)
It took me a while to find a new job, but i found a really good on, at a Brueggars Bagels. My boss was awesome, and she wouldnt let me call in sick or come in late or go home early(which is exactly what i needed, a strict boss, it helped so much) She was my age and she made it fun, becasue we both seriously hated our jobs lol. By the time i left there, i was makin 7.50 an hour. It took me 2 years to get that far, and a LOT of my time...and when i found out people who were just hired and didnt do a damn thing were getting paid the same as me, i just stoped going. Screw them.
Now brings me to my last and funniest job ever, i worked at a local Video Mart. Our main source of money? The Porn section. I just coulndt work again after working there for the month(I got laid off, there prices were to damn cheap to stay open, 2 bucks for a porno and 1 buck for a real movie, i mean comeon...)but yeah, i truely hate the older male population, im sorry, but that bunch is just...disgusting. I mean wipe your freakin hands clean before you touch another video! I kept latex gloves on the whole time i was in that place.
Wow so much for keeping this short huh. Well, almost done....my bf got a job working for the military right after he graduated, and we moved to a place called Sierra Vista, AZ. Its really nice here, and small, the type of town im used to. If we were to have a house and some land, i wouldnt mind staying here forever. Naaaahhh who am i kidding, i hate Arizona lol. We hope to land in alabama near my parents soon(cause i wanna!) or in Alaska, cause its to pretty over there and the land is cheap. Time will tell!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
OMG ><
So after going through alot of my stuff, i jumped for joy when i finally found my cash of disks that had my writings on them. Then after rushing to my laptop and searching all over the damned thing, my heart just sank...i only have a cd drive on this laptop :( my disks are useless here.
~sigh~ 1 day ill have to go to the library and print all this out. Half of it i havnt even looked at since high school(which was lets see.....wow, its been 4 years since i stepped inside a school lol)
Or maybe...~dun dun dunnnnn~ ill make new stuff or try to remember my old stuff.
I'll try later today i guess, untill then!
~settles down on the nice comfy couch and cracks open "The Killing Dance" by Laurell K Hamilton~
mmmmhmmmmmm
~sigh~ 1 day ill have to go to the library and print all this out. Half of it i havnt even looked at since high school(which was lets see.....wow, its been 4 years since i stepped inside a school lol)
Or maybe...~dun dun dunnnnn~ ill make new stuff or try to remember my old stuff.
I'll try later today i guess, untill then!
~settles down on the nice comfy couch and cracks open "The Killing Dance" by Laurell K Hamilton~
mmmmhmmmmmm
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Hmmmm
Apparently my nickname is the name of a band somewhere...how interesting...I was givin the nickname because i love sweet things O.O i swear i had no idea LOL to freakin bad, im keeping it! I like it to much, it fits me perfectly :)
My Rant for the Day
As of right now, i dont work. My boyfriend makes enough money to where i dont have to and we can still get by just fine. Which is a good thing being as 1: we own 1 car. 2: he leaves for work way before any other place opens. 3: we live to far for me to walk or bike to work. and 4:Its a small town and buses dont exsist here.
So for the past...6 months or so ive been a stay at home girlfriend, cooking, cleaning, taking care of the animals and just plain being bored out of my freakin mind. We live in an apartment building, and theres an old couple above us who are just about the rudest people i have ever met. Stomping around like 8 year olds throwing a temper tantrum and slamming there doors left and right and always, and i mean ALWAYS they have there TV full volumn...ugh...oh and if i even think to sneeze or cough, they go shitwild and start stomping on the ground and walls towards us...im sorry but if i was in my late 50's and living in an apartment still..id be embarassed and keeping the fuck quiet so nobody notices(no offence to whoever fits that profile but damn...i would at least hope your not idiots like them)
And as for the people who live across the way from us, well, geezy they sure do like to let everybody know what kind of music they listen to. Good for us the people who live above them are more fed up with it them me. I feel sorry for them, i can hear and feel it perfectly and i only have a smal portion of my wall connected to them! The girl who lives up there got really pissed last night cause this is going on the 4th night in a row, she just..totally blew up in there face about it and today there was someone from the office putting a notice on there door. So i unno, hopefully they get kicked out.
But yeah, lol other then that this town is nice. It's a military town(thats where the bf works, on the base) The weather is nice here, doesnt get to hot or cold..it does snow ever so often. This place would actually be perfect, you know, if i wasnt in a freakin apartment living next to idiots still.
My boyfriend keeps making these wierd demands. No more TV...ok no more tv, thats fine i only watch 1 show anyways(i gotta have my Lost, dont laugh lol.) its easy enough to download what i wanna watch, so fine, get rid of the tv.
We're gonna start going hiking, and learning how to survive in the wild!...ummm ok Mr. Techy Geek turned survivalist, where the hell did that come from? You never did a damn thing outside your whole life, and now you wanna start? Ok fine, whatever, some freash air will do me good and get me away from these idiots fora day.
We're gonna get some B.O.B.S(bug out bag for those who dont know, a bag you fill with crap you need for then the SHTF) and a big first aid kit, and some buckets stocked full of foods and a truck to lug it all around when we need to leave. Sure...why not...im still a firm believer of a Zombie Apocalypse.
We're gonna get some guns and go to the range every weekend and get really good at them! Again...why not..zombies are scary, id like to have a better chance at surviving.
Well im sure you get my point...my computer savvy boyfriend who always talked about having the most uptodate electronics and crap, has turned into a survivalist nut. Its all good, nothing wrong with wanting to protect your family i guess. But that kinda gets to my point, which i guess i should get to since you read this far into it(hellloooooo?? Anybody still there? You DID read this far into it right?)
Well my point...he's making all these demands and changes but yet he doesnt give a rats ass about the 3 fucking things i want in life. You know, the "girly" things. A marriage, a baby, and a house. I understand those things are expensive, but he keeps saying "I dont want a kid untill i can pay in cash for it and have a Collage Loan started up for it and a Car Loan started up for it and blah blah blah cash falling out of my ass"
Yeah well im sorry but, who the hell ever actually has the money for a kid? Unless you were born into a multimillionaire family, you just dont. Who the hell can every pay in cash for a house with lots of land? Unless you lucked out, hah. Marriage? Well court houses make that cheap and easy, so i unno his problem there.
Its been 4 years together now, and the way hes talking about having money before we do anything(but of course buying guns and hiking gear and a truck and pantrys full of canned food dont count.....~sigh~)i wont get anything i want untill lets see, ever....
And he calls me the materialistic one.
I never asked for anything other then those 3 things. I also dont want anything other then those 3 things, id be happy with just those 3 things. And yes, i know, i know, its expensive, but omg, dont deny me my wants and needs when your just happy as a pig in shit with all the crap your wanting out of life. Theres no room to compromise or anything, its all a "I work and you dont, Im the man and your not, I make the desisions and you dont" bullshit.
Yeah well...rereading this just reminded me of how pissed i am right now and i just dont think i can finish this rant. So if you read the whole thing, ~Cheers~ to you, and if you didnt understand a damn thing, welcome to my world, im still trying to figure out how he calls this a relationship when really, it seems im just his maid along for the ride. He insists he loves me and wants to be with me, well...time to start showing i say.
So for the past...6 months or so ive been a stay at home girlfriend, cooking, cleaning, taking care of the animals and just plain being bored out of my freakin mind. We live in an apartment building, and theres an old couple above us who are just about the rudest people i have ever met. Stomping around like 8 year olds throwing a temper tantrum and slamming there doors left and right and always, and i mean ALWAYS they have there TV full volumn...ugh...oh and if i even think to sneeze or cough, they go shitwild and start stomping on the ground and walls towards us...im sorry but if i was in my late 50's and living in an apartment still..id be embarassed and keeping the fuck quiet so nobody notices(no offence to whoever fits that profile but damn...i would at least hope your not idiots like them)
And as for the people who live across the way from us, well, geezy they sure do like to let everybody know what kind of music they listen to. Good for us the people who live above them are more fed up with it them me. I feel sorry for them, i can hear and feel it perfectly and i only have a smal portion of my wall connected to them! The girl who lives up there got really pissed last night cause this is going on the 4th night in a row, she just..totally blew up in there face about it and today there was someone from the office putting a notice on there door. So i unno, hopefully they get kicked out.
But yeah, lol other then that this town is nice. It's a military town(thats where the bf works, on the base) The weather is nice here, doesnt get to hot or cold..it does snow ever so often. This place would actually be perfect, you know, if i wasnt in a freakin apartment living next to idiots still.
My boyfriend keeps making these wierd demands. No more TV...ok no more tv, thats fine i only watch 1 show anyways(i gotta have my Lost, dont laugh lol.) its easy enough to download what i wanna watch, so fine, get rid of the tv.
We're gonna start going hiking, and learning how to survive in the wild!...ummm ok Mr. Techy Geek turned survivalist, where the hell did that come from? You never did a damn thing outside your whole life, and now you wanna start? Ok fine, whatever, some freash air will do me good and get me away from these idiots fora day.
We're gonna get some B.O.B.S(bug out bag for those who dont know, a bag you fill with crap you need for then the SHTF) and a big first aid kit, and some buckets stocked full of foods and a truck to lug it all around when we need to leave. Sure...why not...im still a firm believer of a Zombie Apocalypse.
We're gonna get some guns and go to the range every weekend and get really good at them! Again...why not..zombies are scary, id like to have a better chance at surviving.
Well im sure you get my point...my computer savvy boyfriend who always talked about having the most uptodate electronics and crap, has turned into a survivalist nut. Its all good, nothing wrong with wanting to protect your family i guess. But that kinda gets to my point, which i guess i should get to since you read this far into it(hellloooooo?? Anybody still there? You DID read this far into it right?)
Well my point...he's making all these demands and changes but yet he doesnt give a rats ass about the 3 fucking things i want in life. You know, the "girly" things. A marriage, a baby, and a house. I understand those things are expensive, but he keeps saying "I dont want a kid untill i can pay in cash for it and have a Collage Loan started up for it and a Car Loan started up for it and blah blah blah cash falling out of my ass"
Yeah well im sorry but, who the hell ever actually has the money for a kid? Unless you were born into a multimillionaire family, you just dont. Who the hell can every pay in cash for a house with lots of land? Unless you lucked out, hah. Marriage? Well court houses make that cheap and easy, so i unno his problem there.
Its been 4 years together now, and the way hes talking about having money before we do anything(but of course buying guns and hiking gear and a truck and pantrys full of canned food dont count.....~sigh~)i wont get anything i want untill lets see, ever....
And he calls me the materialistic one.
I never asked for anything other then those 3 things. I also dont want anything other then those 3 things, id be happy with just those 3 things. And yes, i know, i know, its expensive, but omg, dont deny me my wants and needs when your just happy as a pig in shit with all the crap your wanting out of life. Theres no room to compromise or anything, its all a "I work and you dont, Im the man and your not, I make the desisions and you dont" bullshit.
Yeah well...rereading this just reminded me of how pissed i am right now and i just dont think i can finish this rant. So if you read the whole thing, ~Cheers~ to you, and if you didnt understand a damn thing, welcome to my world, im still trying to figure out how he calls this a relationship when really, it seems im just his maid along for the ride. He insists he loves me and wants to be with me, well...time to start showing i say.
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